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this is not going to be a good post about nothing. i really need to write this out. so if you don't want to read go a head a stop.


Im freaking out a little bit-quite a lot-my mom said i might have to leave the school im at now. i don't know if youve been reading my blog since the start but i said that i hated my school. and at the time when i said that i had this bunch of crap going on in my head but i did hate my school then. but now i kind of like it. i love my fiends and this guy. and i love the people that im around like the 6 and 7 graders(fun to annoy), i just don't like the whole learning thing and a few of my teachers(principle-stupidest person alive- art old bible teach, and a few more). but for the most part i love where i am-as much as i can-.

but my mom is really unhappy with the changes my pricapal has made. and i don't like her either but i can deal. but the other part of me possibly leaving is that since my school is a privet school i have to pay to go there; and my family can bearly pay both me and my brother. since my brother is a junior in high school my mom wont pull him. so i will be the one to move.
A year ago i would have been saying yes to moving schools but now... i can't.

now that im and 8th grader, im finally at the top surrounded by friend(classes are VERY small so everyone nows each other-my class has 11 people-). i don't want to go any where that i wont know anyone and stuff like that. -Steph don't take this bad- But i don't really don't want to go to stephs school. i have my 8th grade year looking and having this feel to it where i an my friends run the school and we have fun not caring who looks and stares. but if i go to public it can't be like that. thats the perk of small schools.

but when my mom sait that she's |----|this close to moving me, my breath was gone and i started to panic. and my eyes started to tear up. and im not one to cry. trust me... unless something means alot to me or im hurting VERY VERY VERY badly. so im really wondering about whats going to happen. im always saying that i hate my school and that i want to leave. but now that i think about it, every thing got snapped into place. im so blessed to go somewhere where i have great friend and friends with everyone in one way or another and im not saying that public don't have good friends. but im really happy that im where im at.

i will be begging my mom for high school to go a public high school. cause i don't care if im big there(i won't be) but for my middle school years i kind of want to be
Im sorry if that sounds a little snob-ish but thats how i feel.

ok i think im done.

night

why disney... why

so i have been watching a bunch of old disney classics--the little mermaid, alladin, beauty and the beast, sword and the stone, and a TON others. and then for some stupid and insane reason i watch the sequal to the lion king...omg... what a stupid thing to do and waste of time.
and as i was watching it i was noting how stupid the movie was and that they -for me- destroyed the first lion king. and then i started thinking about a lot of other disney classics that the destroyed and made sequals and prequals to.

does disney like destroying my young childhood. because they did. they took most of the great and best of the disney movies and added another movie to them.

this probobly sounds abit over-dramatic but really, those movies were just fine the way they ended and didn't need to have them continued.

here are a few of the movies that the new disney have destroyed: the little mermaid-made ariel have a daughter and are now making a prequal to the little mermaid...WTF...-, the lion king- had him have a daughter and tons of crap happened-, alladin[that movie is the best]- they made like two things after the original- king of theives and something else where they got married-, beauty and the beast- made some stupid christmas thing-, lilo and stitch[not really a classic but they still made crappy movies after it]- some thing with him having 10000000000000000 cousins and then hes broken...WTF...-, the fox and the hound- i don't even know what the second one was about-, and mulan- they had her and shane get all mad at each other over somthing stupid!

there are so many more... i just won't list them cause this post will go on and on. but you get my point. the only movie that was not reuend for me was alladin. that movie was amazing and can't be touched.
like the only ones they haven't done this for are snow white, sleeping beauty pinocchio-scariest disney movie ever, still creeps me out.

ok i think im done with my disney rant. but i think you get my point. i don't watch any of the new sepuals they will just make it worse.

ok im done...

BREAKING DAWN IS OUT!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!

WE HAVE ONLY HOURS UNTIL BREAKING DAWN COMES OUT!!!!!!

OMFG!!!

I REALLY HOPE I DON'T DO ANYTHING REALLY EMBARESSING WHEN I GET THE BOOK! =O

BUT I THINK I MIGHT!

I CAN'T WAIT

(once the books comes out my post will be normal again)