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this is not going to be a good post about nothing. i really need to write this out. so if you don't want to read go a head a stop.


Im freaking out a little bit-quite a lot-my mom said i might have to leave the school im at now. i don't know if youve been reading my blog since the start but i said that i hated my school. and at the time when i said that i had this bunch of crap going on in my head but i did hate my school then. but now i kind of like it. i love my fiends and this guy. and i love the people that im around like the 6 and 7 graders(fun to annoy), i just don't like the whole learning thing and a few of my teachers(principle-stupidest person alive- art old bible teach, and a few more). but for the most part i love where i am-as much as i can-.

but my mom is really unhappy with the changes my pricapal has made. and i don't like her either but i can deal. but the other part of me possibly leaving is that since my school is a privet school i have to pay to go there; and my family can bearly pay both me and my brother. since my brother is a junior in high school my mom wont pull him. so i will be the one to move.
A year ago i would have been saying yes to moving schools but now... i can't.

now that im and 8th grader, im finally at the top surrounded by friend(classes are VERY small so everyone nows each other-my class has 11 people-). i don't want to go any where that i wont know anyone and stuff like that. -Steph don't take this bad- But i don't really don't want to go to stephs school. i have my 8th grade year looking and having this feel to it where i an my friends run the school and we have fun not caring who looks and stares. but if i go to public it can't be like that. thats the perk of small schools.

but when my mom sait that she's |----|this close to moving me, my breath was gone and i started to panic. and my eyes started to tear up. and im not one to cry. trust me... unless something means alot to me or im hurting VERY VERY VERY badly. so im really wondering about whats going to happen. im always saying that i hate my school and that i want to leave. but now that i think about it, every thing got snapped into place. im so blessed to go somewhere where i have great friend and friends with everyone in one way or another and im not saying that public don't have good friends. but im really happy that im where im at.

i will be begging my mom for high school to go a public high school. cause i don't care if im big there(i won't be) but for my middle school years i kind of want to be
Im sorry if that sounds a little snob-ish but thats how i feel.

ok i think im done.

night