im not dead!...yet

hello to the few of you who read my little piece of cyber space!
i haven't blogged almost a month. but im not dead as you can that i am now blogging. hehe

soccer season has officially started. im not sure if that is a good thing or bad thing. hmmm

i think this is my year for sports. i finally got the hang of volleyball and am good at it and in soccer i can finally dribble correctly and punt the ball where i want it to go!!!

i found another Friend.!!! i might go to a verysmall school(10 girls in my grade) and you might think that everyone is friends and yeah but its a lie. but i finally found someone i trust and have fun with!!! yeah. its sad i can count my real friends on one hand and have a finger or two left over. sigh.

for the record i do smile. at school im not one of the flirty girls or loud ones or who get all the attention. im a wall flower(?). and this person was asking me if i was ok(got hit in the face with a hockey puck)(i really hate hockey). and he said people never know if im ok or not cause i NEVER SMILE! i do smile and i am happy. just not at school. so now you do know that im not a complete sad face person!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)<---see i can be happy!

right now im attempting to read pride and prejudice. hmmm. im kind of confused but i semi get it. im only on like page 18 so that doesn't really help. steph you might have to help me understand it.

OMG!!! THE FRAY CD FINALLY CAME OUT!!!! Yes i no that happened like a month ago but still. the frey has to be my favorite band of all time. there sound is different and there music is so beautiful. and plus there from Colorado! my home state! CHECK THEM OUT!!!!

Im being forced to write a short story for english. :(. im loosely basing it off the Midnighters series by Scott westerfeild. but i have changed alot so its not plagerized(?).

i went through all my posts i have ever written and its kind of amazing how they have changed and my writing has changed. if you want to see what i mean just read my first 3 posts and some middle ones and then recent ones its funny!

ummm... i think that is all

RUBY

p.s. STEPH I REALLY MISS YOU AND I NEED SO SEE YOU SOON. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!