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hey everyone out on the interwebs readying my blog!

I havent posted all summer because im lazy, and i didn't care. But now that im sitting in my warm bed and traveling through this crazy concoction called the internets i said to myself, im bored and i should blog. and here we are.

havent dont much this summer. played on computer. read a couple book(that what ireally should do after this) watched movies. didnt do alot of hanging with friends though*subtle hit to STEPH*. I went to camp. greatest week this year. Went with my family to glennwood Springs^^. And last week had volleyball camp. that hurt. and now im in the process of trying out for My schools team.hoping for JV but im quite doubtful. soo ill probably be on "C" team. <,< I have volley ball tryout monday throgh friday
Today was probably the hardest day of my life physically. Let me start off my saying i am a terrible runner. short legs doesnt help.... OK. so we had to run a mile in 8-12 minutes. i have no idea what i got but im not sure i care anymore. but i was last. :'( that killed me. then we got back to the gym we did normal bumping setting and hitting and some serving. that was fine. but then we piss off the coach and so we have to do 10 wind sprints(got from one line to the other and back-not suicides or lines) in 25 seconds. bad runner=last. we did that probably about 10 times. so basically 100 wind sprints!!! One girl threw up. one girl wth asma couldnt breathe. i couldnt breath. yeah it sucked. and to end the day we did suicides. which sucked but they werentas bad as the wind sprints.
I realy hope the rest of the week isnt as hard.

sorry about my rambling i just felt like telling you about my difficulties.

School starts wednesday. woot freshmen*sarcastic* i really care about school. im not excited or dreading it. its just something that must be done. im indifferent.

Well im so ****ing tired so im taking a nap now!!!

STAIRS ARE THE ENEMY!!!!!!!!

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been out of school one week and I'm already bored out of my mind. the only thing i have done is play W.O.W and read. That's all. I know. I'm a lazy bum. :/

But this is were you come in. I need suggestions on what to do with my free time, So i want you to leave in the comments. telling me what i should do. it can be anything.

I will try to do all of the things that are comment. or at least attempt to do them. :)

SO please leave a comment telling me what to do. I don't care who you are. if you follow my blog or are have just randomly come across my blog, telling me what i should do!!!!!!!

Please leave a comment!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUBY

bigger and better things

So the school year and middle school is over.
What now?

I have a hole summer to fill with adventures, dreams, friends and preparation.

When i go back to school i will be a freshmen. I will put into a world that is like nothing else i have experienced... or so i have been told. People say High School will be some of the greatest years of my life. I really hope they are right. I've spent way to much time hating my school, people around me, the world and over all, my life. Something must change.

I have made a promise. I have made a promise to my self that i will be the person i want to be. I will find my self and stick with the person i find. I will take life as it comes and try to accept the things life throws at me. I will make mistakes that i will learn from. Whoever said, "to be old and wise, you have to be young and stupid", i think has is right. how can you learn something from only looking in at it?

I think I'm just ranting now. you can go away if you would like. nothing more will probably be said that is of much interest.

I think rain has a special property to it that people cant help but love. The smell of the rain smells of something fresh and cleansing. The way rain washes away the the chalk on the sidewalk and the pictures only a memory, that is kind of how i feel right now. Middle school is being washed away and is only a memory now and I am now starting fresh With High school i ahead of me.

Summer is a time for change. So im looking into the future with a smile and ready for the change!



RUBY

MIssed Me????

Well have you????

Well Im back. Since i killed my laptop a couple of months ago my post became irregular because i hate it when people read over my shoulder and my mom does that all the time. but i have good news. i just save a bunch of money by switching to Gieco. Not really.

But i did get a new laptop. it a mac book. you know the white ones? yeah that one. i cant say how happy iam to be using a mac again. i can use PCs but they drive me crazy!!!!

so i will probably be posting more so that good... or bad depending if you like my blog.

well here a brief recap of my life for the past little while:

well last weekend my brother got in a car accident. He's not hurt, he got a big ugly bruise on is left shoulder. but he did have one of his friends in the car. she got banged up a bit. she has a concussion and a bit if memory loss. and shes only like 90 lbs and a little taller than 5 foot so she is having a slow recovery. and if you were wondering my brother did not cause the accident. but he did get the ticket b/c the cop was a jerk and didn't believe my brothers story and since he is 17...well you can put two and two together. but we are fighting the ticket b/c we think my brother was right and the other lady ran the red light.

I swear im going to have to kill some people at my school. The things they do and say are just ridiculous. Everyone is very perverted and it is so annoying!!!!

Im in out stupid school play. I wish i never tried out. the play is "Annie" im one of the servants. i dont want to be in the play b/c i have a crappy part but b/c the play is going to be so bad and its suck a waste of time. and i really hate out teachers who are out directors.

I love my new friend. she is one of the best people i have ever met. Steph and her my best friends. YEAH FOR FRIENDS!!!!

well i think thats it.

Love you all!!!

RUBY

HELL HAS FROZEN OVER!!!!!!!

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!! HELL HAS FROZEN OVER!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW WHY!!!!!! BECAUSE MY SCHOOL HAS A SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!

I'm not kidding. its a joke in my family that hell has to be frozen over before my school has a snow day or even a delay. And its all because out stupid super indented is from Michigan.

I havent had a snow day or snow delay since 5th grade!!!!!!

Even though i HATE snow. im for once happy to have it :))))

well im going to go and enjoy a nice quiet day of pajamas, slippers, a robe, movies, and tea or hot chocolate!!!! BYE!!!!

RUBY

I HATE PEOPLE!!!

Lets leave it at that

im not dead!...yet

hello to the few of you who read my little piece of cyber space!
i haven't blogged almost a month. but im not dead as you can that i am now blogging. hehe

soccer season has officially started. im not sure if that is a good thing or bad thing. hmmm

i think this is my year for sports. i finally got the hang of volleyball and am good at it and in soccer i can finally dribble correctly and punt the ball where i want it to go!!!

i found another Friend.!!! i might go to a verysmall school(10 girls in my grade) and you might think that everyone is friends and yeah but its a lie. but i finally found someone i trust and have fun with!!! yeah. its sad i can count my real friends on one hand and have a finger or two left over. sigh.

for the record i do smile. at school im not one of the flirty girls or loud ones or who get all the attention. im a wall flower(?). and this person was asking me if i was ok(got hit in the face with a hockey puck)(i really hate hockey). and he said people never know if im ok or not cause i NEVER SMILE! i do smile and i am happy. just not at school. so now you do know that im not a complete sad face person!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)<---see i can be happy!

right now im attempting to read pride and prejudice. hmmm. im kind of confused but i semi get it. im only on like page 18 so that doesn't really help. steph you might have to help me understand it.

OMG!!! THE FRAY CD FINALLY CAME OUT!!!! Yes i no that happened like a month ago but still. the frey has to be my favorite band of all time. there sound is different and there music is so beautiful. and plus there from Colorado! my home state! CHECK THEM OUT!!!!

Im being forced to write a short story for english. :(. im loosely basing it off the Midnighters series by Scott westerfeild. but i have changed alot so its not plagerized(?).

i went through all my posts i have ever written and its kind of amazing how they have changed and my writing has changed. if you want to see what i mean just read my first 3 posts and some middle ones and then recent ones its funny!

ummm... i think that is all

RUBY

p.s. STEPH I REALLY MISS YOU AND I NEED SO SEE YOU SOON. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

TAGGED

I got tagged by jillian

So here's the deal, you have to list a number of weird or random facts or quirks about yourself according to your age. So im 14 so i post 14 facts. Get it? then you tag people and ask them to do the same thing.

1. My name really is Ruby. You don't hear it very often which is my i like it
2. My favorite band/song doesn't change often but i has changed from "Over and Over" by Three Days Grace to "Hello Seattle" by Owl City(if you know who he are you awesome!!)
3. Im a total loser. And im totally proud of it. Its more fun that way:)
4. To prove im total loser im play World of War Craft and love it. If you know what that is you'll probably agree that im a loser. unless you like it.;)
5.This year im keeping tract of how many books i read. I read a lot and i want to see how many ill read
6.I love it when people contradict themselves. i think its really funny.
7. i love converse. i think most people do now. but they are the only sneaker ill wear. i currently have black ones. but really want green ones
8.im about to mass murder my middle school(JK). im really ticked with everyone and i want to scream at them and smack them.
9.I have a problem with vain people. to see farther thoughts on vanity check older posts
10.IM a walking dictionary/ encyclopedia. well according to my friends. I use a lot of big words or words that you dont hear alot and i now alot about stuff for my age. It gets really annoying when you say something and you have to explain what im said. VERY ANNOYING. why are my friends stupid(JK)
11.I like vampire novels.(again proof im a loser) i like seeing how author's make the topic of vampires there own. but i still read others books, too.
12.I was a those twilight people.but now im done with that craze. ive moved onto bigger and better written books(Mortal Instruments FTW). stephs probably doing a happy dance. i still like them but they aren't my favorites.
13.I listen to music nobody has every heard of. E.I. Owl City and some others. And things like Classical or Instrumental music. I like at least one band or more in almost all genres
14.IM so happy this is over:). IT was kind of fun.

Ok now i have to tag others

Steph
NEWMAN
Angle Wings
Carrie
Nano
welcome to the mind of an insain ninja
dear shimmery happily muffins
Griffinrider
Alannah

ok thats it now i will comment one those blogs. and please do it. its fun

RUBY

NEW PHONE

Im so happy. Sunday night i got a new phone. im now with AT&T. I got the Samsong Eternity. It a total touch screen! i thought i wouldn't like the full touch screen but its really nice. its amazing. its like the iphone but a heck of alot cheaper and the guy says it does more. i don't like what but i don't really care. im so happy to have my stupid pink thing gone. it was like fake razor.*Shudder* i hated that thing.

any ways yeah im happy. :))))))

this is really short. ill post again soon.

My ipod works now:)))) but im laptops doesn't:(((((

RUBY
p.S.
Heres a link for a pic of my phone. my computer is retarded so it wont let me

I HATE PC's!!!!!

i kill technology

I swear I'm killing everything that is electrical.

A couple of days ago i was a complete and stupid person. i put cranberry juice on my laptop. do i even need to finish? well will i was sleeping I'm guessing that i knocked it over some how and when i woke up in the morning there was cranberry juice on the top of laptop and on my night stand and on my sheets. and guess freaking what. ITS NOT WORKING!!!! well duh. but when me and my dad examined it we couldn't find the place where the juice entered. my dad took most of it apart and it was dry and not sticky. except for this little part on the screen, which is were we think that's where it entered. Anybody with half of a brain won't have put a liquid on a laptop. But no. I'm stupid like that and cant think.

You know who ipods plug into a computer. they have a cable that plugs from the computer to the ipod. well when i went to plug mine it it was showing up as being plugged in. so we tried my dads ipod and different cables(we have like 10) and it never worked for mine. me and my dad have decided that something has broken off where the cable and the ipod met so that it wont connect.

And at school today all my computers froze and had to rebut them and such. And i couldn't log into my server and The Internet wont open for me. and i was the only person having these problems.

WHY OH WHY DOES TECHNOLOGY HATE ME SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I'm having really bad luck lately. i wont be surprised if my phone dies this weekend. *SIGH*

I'm on my moms laptop and I'm so confused. i have forgotten how to use a PC and where everything is. My laptop was a hand-me-down mac. And my school has mac laptops and so i never use PCs and now that i am i have no idea what to do and how to do anything.

GRRRRRR!!!!!!
RUBY

P.S. and i don't know how to get my little moon characters T_T

Vanity

Vanity is so secure in the heart of man that everyone wants to be admired: even I who write this, and you who read this. ~Blaise Pascal.

For those who don't know, vain is when you=-0=--0=00-0[[ppopppo[pppo[po[ppo[[pppo care a lot about your self image of your self image and what other people think.
As of Lately ive been really annoyed by vain people. Its just so annoying how people have to look amazing 100% of the time. especially around my age(14). it just irritating when people take like 1 1/2 hours to get ready. and if they aren't satisified then they keep doing more. MOre Makeup, MOre curls, more straitening, more jewelry, more clothes- even less clothes. But it gets really annoying. YOu know what i mean.

Im sure we all know someone who is like this. they cant stand going out in public unless they look perfect are darn near close. But its just so tiring. Who are we try to impress?

Well now im a hypocrite. that quote is so very true. i do care what people think of me and how i look. and i don't like going out in public looking like crap. But i think everyone is like that. Its just human nature to want to be like and except by the world.
BUt how far are people willing to go.

Everyone care what they look like even in the smallest amounts. But how far do you go with it? Do you need to look perfect all the time? And have people flocking on you all the time?

Yes i want to be excepted do i feel like i am. NO. and what do i do? i wear more make-up, straiten my hair more, change my personality, try to change my outer being as well as my inner.

yes i am a vain person. grrrr.

im sorry if this post makes no sense at all. i jumped around a lot. sorry.
comment comment comment comment....please:)

☽RUBY☾

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GRRR at School and People

SO today i went back to Hell. grrrr. I really hate school. you have no idea. im sick of stupid people being stupid and being with the same people 8 hours a day 5 days a week. I think Its easier for people in bigger schools or maybe high school cause you get mixed in with a thousand people you don't know and so you never really get use to the same people and are always stuck with them. But unlucky for me my school is microscopic and i hate almost every one there, and they ALL annoying me at least once or twice a day. School is My own Personal HELL. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i don't know why but i keep saying grrr. in real life and when im writing. i guess its my knew thing to say when im angry or annoyed. at least its better than some other things i could say.)

We also have a "new" student. He went to my school till 5th grade and then went to Steph's School and is now back at my school. grrr. i never really liked this guy but he seems better than he use to be, and Steph said he's kind of nice.

I read my first Manga book to day. I forgot that Steph told me that anime and manga books are read completely backwards. So when i picked it up from the library i looked at it funny. cause it you have read and manga or anime novel you know that the binding is on the Right side instead of the left. and you read from right to left. starting on the left side of the page and going across.(you probably already know this). And it only took me like a hour to read. and its like 300 pages. i guess it helps that it only has speech bubbles instead of acctual sentences.

But thats basically thats it. i don't feel like going more in-depth to why i hate school and such.

☽RUBY☾

P.S GRRRR

hmmmmmm....tattoo's

For about a year i have really wanted a tatoo. I no some of you think im crazy-steph im sure you do-but its one of the things i want most. its like #5 on my list of things i want to do before i get married and settle down.

And when i turn 18 im doing it. My family is going to kill me. My aunt and Grandma, and more likely than no my Great Grandma, will murder me-its just the way they are. My Aunt and Grandma we not happy when my brother got his ear pierced when he was thirteen-no he is NOT gay. And Hes the boy- Im the only Girl in the family to spoil and love and such so when they find out im dead. But im Still getting it.

But the only thing that has been in my way of doing it 100% was what the tattoo would be of. And for Some Reason i was on Davian Art looking at pictures, i just look up random words or things that pop into my head, and i went and searched wings-you must Know where this is going now. And after going through a couple of pages i found this picture of a guy with this massive tattoos of wings on his back. AND IT HIT ME!!!

I want to get wings on my back for my Tattoo . I don't want huge massive wings, but either medium sized ones that go in the middle of my upper back or little ones so that i have one on each side of my shoulders. I don't know if i want like black ones or like a stencil type look or something like that. Or if I want the Pair of wings on just one side of my shoulder.

This tattoo will actually have meaning to it too. I have always loved the image of flying. -- NOw I don't mean like in a plane. That holds no interest for me.-- But flying like a bird or an angel would and seen there view--birds eye view--. Thats one of the things that drew me to Maximum Ride. They have the wings that i will never get. And JUst the awe looking down at the world and seeing it from a new view or Looking at it like your looking down from the heavens. Soaring about the clouds and gliding and catching the air currents and just riding them. ---- Wow I just made a really good mental Picture, tell me if you got one?---- But Having those inked wings are as close as to real wings as ill ever get.

I have some pics of positions, sizes, wing designs and such other things
The one on The very top is a possible position and wings style. i could do wings having them tucked in looking(like one on top) for me they are to big so if i did that style then i would make them much smaller
The one below it is also a possible position and wing style and size. i like the open look a lot. it looks like its- i don't think flying or taking off is the right thing to say, but the open wings spread and free.
If you Find any designs send them to me at rubberduckiesrox@gmail.com

~RUBY


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